I don't know how to feel towards him or the situation. That's when it clicked and everything connected.
He sent me a letter, telling me how he fantasized about me. It wasn't until I was 14-15 years old that I realized how he abused me. He eventually left my life, and I didn't think anything of it. I liked the way he touched me, whispered in my ear, kiss my neck, everything. I asked him to 'tuck me in' because I knew what he would do. My abuser was a much older man and I was a 10 year old girl.Īll of the things he did to me, I enjoyed.
